Naked

Standing naked under the shower
Seeing my reflexion, the eyes,the power
My heart pounces inside, teeth clamped tight
I breath from inside out

How I wish, I would slam his head
Hit him so hard, till he bleeds
From his ears, his head, and mouth
And then I would trample on his hands
While he pleads
Those dirty mystic hands, that touched
That plagued head, that planned opaque
A mirage, so I would see what wasn’t real
Then she remembers, recounts
What the sages said,
It hurts when u hurt
He shall die slow,road to perdition
Rotting away, with guilt
Of the temptations, he couldn’t resist
The evanescent pleasure, the immoral pain
Drunk in the night, he wriggles
With tears and blood
So sorry, he atones to have been born!
Tired, frustrated and sick
He shouts and exasperates
Me? Who he couldn’t defy
Could not exploit or touch
SO pure, he couldn’t stain
So deep, he couldn’t end
Standing naked I am power.
While he crouches hiding, lest someone knows who he is
Naked!

Once again,moonlight falls on me
and the love remains
my heart mellow ... sublime
wasn't it fine, that time?
that you turned your back
for her love greater than mine
said she's your only love, your only sunshine
Darling, you didn't think once
how those words cut me through
and I was begging you please
You already got me in so deep
I've loved you so long
that I've forgotten to love again
teach me now, how do I fill this empty space within

Like a fool, I fell in love with you
that i can't live through now
please don't say, I'd be good without
I know what you meant to me
this without doubt

How could you not see?
what you meant, between you and me
and say what you just didn't mean
and make me believe

I dream of shiny red and velvet
I dream of you and me and the moon overhead
of the sweet smell of your sweat
the same place where we met
once again, turning and returning
Oh! when you touch me, I'm free falling
into the abyss of the endless sky

A brand new life

Someday she starts a new life
a new beginning , with a brand new light, leaving her past behind
Someday she walks through the fresh morning breeze
among the chirps on trees,dew on grass and oh so clean
Sometimes in her eyes, I see the zeal
of the morning to come
to love,live and learn
to break free from the world of avarice and blame
where people spent their heart, mind and money as if a game!

On the Rocks

The breeze sweeps my thoughts
effacing the old, the developing , bringing brand new doubts
I stop,look,turn around and totter
So high that nothing bothers
dancing,laughing,I want to swallow the sadness
But it conjures again when Im sober
I know I'll be the same after this hour of madness

Have you ever
Loved him to hurt him?